Achievement

I’m at certain point in my life, where I question and critique way too much, specially myself.

There’s a a weird feeling I have, when my younger cousin, or even some of my younger friends tell me about their achievements (about relationships/college/fitness); I know what it probably looks like, and no, is not jealousy, is more like a little pressure I feel, to do better.

I also know we are not in any type of race, but, as I said, it feels like we are competing with each other.

When I’m at work or college, everyone wants to stand out, mostly showing off, but there are some people who are just happy doing all kinda things, and being naturally better at them or making an effort to be better, and I highly admire that, but at the same time I feel pressure to be like them.

Thanks for reading my emotional ramble 🙂